I haven't liked a guy in a long long time........ Liked in that way....!! You know, the passionate, firey, makes-you-go-weak-in-the-knees way. .......Liked beyond general liking.......Liked so much so that thoughts of him can fill up all the gaps in my every day thought process......... Liked enough to want to spend more and more and more time with him....... Liked such that I can feel butterflies popping in my stomach when he is around.....!!!
I am starting to get worried about myself......... No, the dreamy lift guy does not count....... He was a one minute thing....... And I never saw him again. Had I seen him and had we had a sex-in-the-city sorta ask-me-out-in-the-lift moment, there could have been a chance I would not be worrying right now. ......!!But it did not happen........ And I am worrying...... So what is the problem? Am I turning into a homo??..... Are my standards too high???...... Have I been looking too horrible lately??..... Is the wall too high to let anyone peek in? ?......Fine, the wall doesn't count.!!!... You need to know your way over and through it....!!. And it's not rocket science...!! Trust me!
I miss the i-like-that-guy feeling. I mean I have eye candys and all that....... But someone more real than that.....!!Urghhh!!!. I feel sorry for this blog. All it gets is my rambling and ranting and complaining!!....Poor blog.!!!
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Thoughts Unleashed
I am caught up in one of those situations where I have so much to say but not the correct words to express my self at that moment so I just gathered when those situations occur and due 2 what kind off people and this is my reaction which i cannot give due to some obvious reasons!
1.People who think am materialistic:Hell yeah I am!...at least i have the guts to say it!...I cannot except everyone and anyone!And if u expect me to do that then u wont be special anymore!..ever thought of that! =\
2.People who think am rude:Be polite and use the word frank!..News Flash:Reality suxx!...But you got to live with it !..God made me that way my brain and mouth work simultaneously I dn't have a censor section!
3.People who think I am arrogant: Am not!...I just prefer being that way around you!...Reason:Your a low life!
4.People who dont have a life but pretend like its the world 2 blame:
Ya rite ! The worlds not to be blamed its you!..what goes around comes around
at least now get a life for lords sake!
5.People who speak behind my back:Wake up!...I come to know any way so just say it 2 my face!
coward!
6.People who think they will hurt me and get away:Watch Your back! M gonna get you today or tomorrow!
X0X0
SaMMy!
1.People who think am materialistic:Hell yeah I am!...at least i have the guts to say it!...I cannot except everyone and anyone!And if u expect me to do that then u wont be special anymore!..ever thought of that! =\
2.People who think am rude:Be polite and use the word frank!..News Flash:Reality suxx!...But you got to live with it !..God made me that way my brain and mouth work simultaneously I dn't have a censor section!
3.People who think I am arrogant: Am not!...I just prefer being that way around you!...Reason:Your a low life!
4.People who dont have a life but pretend like its the world 2 blame:
Ya rite ! The worlds not to be blamed its you!..what goes around comes around
at least now get a life for lords sake!
5.People who speak behind my back:Wake up!...I come to know any way so just say it 2 my face!
coward!
6.People who think they will hurt me and get away:Watch Your back! M gonna get you today or tomorrow!
X0X0
SaMMy!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Randomness!
Yup you guessed it i am god damned fustrated!
Just while i was lying on the cold numb floor of my room thoughts were racing across my mind! That time i neva sensed it was cold and my body had become numb ...All i could think was did he ever love my friend !...Yes my friends boyfriend was just another asshole!...And i have yet too break it to her!
Its like a stones put on my heart and to get it off i have too shatter her world into pieces ! I just wish i wudn't have too! All i know now is that guy who my friend gave the world too dint care for her not even in pieces for her all he knew was his needs!Selfish i tell you!
abrupt ending again just wait 4 the next part
P.s -If u read this tommorrow your lifechanges! You will never smile again and its my responsibility!
X0X0
SaMMy!
Just while i was lying on the cold numb floor of my room thoughts were racing across my mind! That time i neva sensed it was cold and my body had become numb ...All i could think was did he ever love my friend !...Yes my friends boyfriend was just another asshole!...And i have yet too break it to her!
Its like a stones put on my heart and to get it off i have too shatter her world into pieces ! I just wish i wudn't have too! All i know now is that guy who my friend gave the world too dint care for her not even in pieces for her all he knew was his needs!Selfish i tell you!
abrupt ending again just wait 4 the next part
P.s -If u read this tommorrow your lifechanges! You will never smile again and its my responsibility!
X0X0
SaMMy!
Funda No.1
This is one of my fundas in life
It jus ran across my mind nd i had to write it!
I believe in the principle of universal balance.every one has both sides of morality to them...good and bad. Its inevitable that they do. What mostly happens is that one side dominates and is thus more apparant ( sometimes both have an independant existance too, like the tale of Dr. Jekyll)
I will use the above statement to define dangerous people which includes me too. Yup, people we're generally wary of ( in good and bad ways both).
If a person's evil streak, however insignificant, is completely unobservable at all times ...or vice versa, it means that person has acquired complete control over his temperament. If someone doesnt get angry ever...or happy ever..or whatever...then they are the ones to be in awe of... the wonder can be pleasant or foul, depending upon the case.... like holymen, who are revered or terrorists, who are detested.
X0X0
SaMmy
It jus ran across my mind nd i had to write it!
I believe in the principle of universal balance.every one has both sides of morality to them...good and bad. Its inevitable that they do. What mostly happens is that one side dominates and is thus more apparant ( sometimes both have an independant existance too, like the tale of Dr. Jekyll)
I will use the above statement to define dangerous people which includes me too. Yup, people we're generally wary of ( in good and bad ways both).
If a person's evil streak, however insignificant, is completely unobservable at all times ...or vice versa, it means that person has acquired complete control over his temperament. If someone doesnt get angry ever...or happy ever..or whatever...then they are the ones to be in awe of... the wonder can be pleasant or foul, depending upon the case.... like holymen, who are revered or terrorists, who are detested.
X0X0
SaMmy
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentines Day !
Valentines day is supposed to be for couples....I think its just a over-hyped day!
if u hav to show your love why on feb -14 wats soo special it should be evryday!
Isnt it tht wat love is supposed to mean!...it should exist all life long not jus occur annually! I think its total emotional attyachaar!
Now lets come to the emotional attyachaar part!...It makes single people feel like the worlds not a happy place!..Nd i bet its just tht one day when we feel that way!
M not sayin this coz i dint hav a valentine apparently i did ;)!!....And this was one of my best valentines cause my best friend got a dream date and he is all happy about it!...My friends knew i dint hav a date so they made it all the more special ...even my boyfriend wouldnt be able to do it for me!..
So mayb valentines day afterall is not just for couples ! I would say its for friends who would love nd care more than any romeo ever could !
I just want my friends to know that they absolutely made my day!
I <3 U peeps!
Muah!
X0X0
SaMMy!
if u hav to show your love why on feb -14 wats soo special it should be evryday!
Isnt it tht wat love is supposed to mean!...it should exist all life long not jus occur annually! I think its total emotional attyachaar!
Now lets come to the emotional attyachaar part!...It makes single people feel like the worlds not a happy place!..Nd i bet its just tht one day when we feel that way!
M not sayin this coz i dint hav a valentine apparently i did ;)!!....And this was one of my best valentines cause my best friend got a dream date and he is all happy about it!...My friends knew i dint hav a date so they made it all the more special ...even my boyfriend wouldnt be able to do it for me!..
So mayb valentines day afterall is not just for couples ! I would say its for friends who would love nd care more than any romeo ever could !
I just want my friends to know that they absolutely made my day!
I <3 U peeps!
Muah!
X0X0
SaMMy!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Misconception!.
By now everyone most have known m not very good at giving titles 2 my blog post but here is another one!
"Girls are dumb"...as u might have understood this is a statement by a male chauvinist ...I just wish these male chauvinists are run over by a truck some day and their dick is pulled apart from their body and there balls are cracked by crows...Another statement "Girls are born dumb"...ya right !...everyone is but at least with the education and time we change how come the male chauvinist spicies haven't managed to change even a little bit!
I dont get it if you think we girls are so bad ....Why dont u become gay??...You will have someone of your own level...the lowest level!...Or maybe you think girls are dumb because there are only dumb girls you could ever get your hands on..the smart ones ask u to fuck off! =\
p.s-this is going out to someone!
p.p.s-Male chauvanists "insecure much"
"Girls are dumb"...as u might have understood this is a statement by a male chauvinist ...I just wish these male chauvinists are run over by a truck some day and their dick is pulled apart from their body and there balls are cracked by crows...Another statement "Girls are born dumb"...ya right !...everyone is but at least with the education and time we change how come the male chauvinist spicies haven't managed to change even a little bit!
I dont get it if you think we girls are so bad ....Why dont u become gay??...You will have someone of your own level...the lowest level!...Or maybe you think girls are dumb because there are only dumb girls you could ever get your hands on..the smart ones ask u to fuck off! =\
p.s-this is going out to someone!
p.p.s-Male chauvanists "insecure much"
Thursday, February 5, 2009
L0L!
This completely unrelated to the blog ..Jus 4 lauf!
LAWS TO PROOF WE LIVE IN A CRAZY WORLD
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death-Now that makes sense doesnt it!
There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: Under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry.
-Is there a job betta den dis anywhere in da world ;)Lets go Guam!
In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands. The husband's lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired. -Now dis is justice!!! i wish dere were more laws lyk dis!
LAWS TO PROOF WE LIVE IN A CRAZY WORLD
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death-Now that makes sense doesnt it!
There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: Under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry.
-Is there a job betta den dis anywhere in da world ;)Lets go Guam!
In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands. The husband's lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired. -Now dis is justice!!! i wish dere were more laws lyk dis!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Indian India
Indian India is what the sri ram sene are trying 2 develop!
Yes and lets do it!...why not?....First think i realised when i got up in the morning was that the next think they might do is ask us to stop using toothpaste and use neem tree wood or miswak...which is not possible coz all the trees in my neighbourhood are being cut ,burnt..(i dont know what they have tosay about this ..maybe its not our culture to save the trees)
Then stop using cars its western culture...lets start using bullock carts again..!
and then next thing lets thrash the call centre they are serving foreigners those who follow western culture!...simply forgetting that they have provided millions of people employement let them cum down on da road nd beg!...A poor india is betta den one serving foriegners!And den we will burn all da skool which teach english we shud jus use are rashtra bhasha...nd how can we hav skools which teach us how 2 be free thinkers!Nd Den beat up all da girls who arent wearin salwar -kurta bangles nd a ghoongat!...nd make-up!...how can dey!??
Lets leave all da progress behind ,all da freedom nd beome terrorists in our own country!
One of da reasons i respected my country was that it was a place where people learned how 2 be tolerant but its more lyk torture!
Forgive me 4 the abrupt ending!
Yes and lets do it!...why not?....First think i realised when i got up in the morning was that the next think they might do is ask us to stop using toothpaste and use neem tree wood or miswak...which is not possible coz all the trees in my neighbourhood are being cut ,burnt..(i dont know what they have tosay about this ..maybe its not our culture to save the trees)
Then stop using cars its western culture...lets start using bullock carts again..!
and then next thing lets thrash the call centre they are serving foreigners those who follow western culture!...simply forgetting that they have provided millions of people employement let them cum down on da road nd beg!...A poor india is betta den one serving foriegners!And den we will burn all da skool which teach english we shud jus use are rashtra bhasha...nd how can we hav skools which teach us how 2 be free thinkers!Nd Den beat up all da girls who arent wearin salwar -kurta bangles nd a ghoongat!...nd make-up!...how can dey!??
Lets leave all da progress behind ,all da freedom nd beome terrorists in our own country!
One of da reasons i respected my country was that it was a place where people learned how 2 be tolerant but its more lyk torture!
Forgive me 4 the abrupt ending!
Monday, February 2, 2009
Are We Living In A Democracy?
The Indian constitution declared men and women equal. EQUAL. That means a woman over the age of 18 is FREE to do as she pleases as long as she is not .breaking the LAW OF THE LAND.WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.......
SHE CAN WEAR WHAT SHE WANTS
SHE CAN MARRY WHOM SHE WANTS
SHE CAN WORK
SHE CAN STAY AT HOME
SHE CAN HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OVER THE AGE OF 18
SHE CAN DRINK (if she is over age and if there is no prohibition in the state)
SHE CAN DRIVE
SHE CAN DO ANYTHING THAT SHE WANTS AS LONG AS SHE IS NOT BREAKING THE LAW OF THE LAND.It is nobody's , i repeat NOBODY'S business to tell a woman over the age of 18 what to do and what not.If people don't like something they see, they can ignore it, they can speak against it, protest VOCALLY against it. However, nobody in this country according to our CONSTITUTION has the right to beat people up ....
Why Cant women go to the pubs...If Pubs aren't a part of Indian culture then why the hell weren't the males beaten up!...Why isn't any action being taken against those bunch of anti-feminist, male chauvinist pigs!
GOD SAVE THE COUNTRY!!!
SHE CAN WEAR WHAT SHE WANTS
SHE CAN MARRY WHOM SHE WANTS
SHE CAN WORK
SHE CAN STAY AT HOME
SHE CAN HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE OVER THE AGE OF 18
SHE CAN DRINK (if she is over age and if there is no prohibition in the state)
SHE CAN DRIVE
SHE CAN DO ANYTHING THAT SHE WANTS AS LONG AS SHE IS NOT BREAKING THE LAW OF THE LAND.It is nobody's , i repeat NOBODY'S business to tell a woman over the age of 18 what to do and what not.If people don't like something they see, they can ignore it, they can speak against it, protest VOCALLY against it. However, nobody in this country according to our CONSTITUTION has the right to beat people up ....
Why Cant women go to the pubs...If Pubs aren't a part of Indian culture then why the hell weren't the males beaten up!...Why isn't any action being taken against those bunch of anti-feminist, male chauvinist pigs!
GOD SAVE THE COUNTRY!!!
X0X0
SaMmY
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